sans Motivation

With no motivation, and lack of discipline I've gone a full week without lifting so much as a bicep.

Yes, last week, I manged to do perhaps three days total, but that all seems so far away. It had been so long since belly dancing, that I literally forgot the steps. I had to learn them all over again. Depressing. Then I tried ballet without the assistance of a chair for balance support, and I'm pretty sure that's why my knees have been sore all week. I then popped in Cardio Hula which of course did me dirty, because I wasn't used to jumping for a while. Talk about high impact. Crap.

Thinking big, but acting small is a legitimate recipe for consistent failure. Summer seems too close now, and self defeating thoughts are racking my brain. How will I summon the energy to say enough is enough, "put down the chicken!"